I Won't Hide

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum to all readers..

It really hurts when you've to hide your own feeling. You wish to care about 'the one' you love and the one you care. But when times goes wrong (is it all because of time?) you've to bear enough with that feeling. Yet, you'll have to pretend not to love and care about 'the one' that you love and care with. It such a pain when 'the one' resist yourself and won't admit that 'the one' also fall with you.

My dearest 'the one',

I admit that I've really fall in love with you. I really treasure you for a long time since we've never meet anymore. Was it a sin that you're 'the one' that i treasure so  much? I won't pretend anymore that i really miss you so much. It hurts to pretend good all the time when I won't so. After all, I care about you but I know I shouldn't do this.

I wish that you'll be true to me even you're not use to it. If and only if this was a mistake, please let ever me know about this. If and only if you wish to get rid of me. Please do so. It just because I can no longer endure with the pain anymore. It really hurts too much. I can't live this way more. I wish to say it out loud that I really LOVE you that much.

At this stand, I know the place that I should be since the day we've never meet anymore. I wish that, one day I can really get rid of you from my mind, heart and soul forever. I pray so that you'll be doing good all the time out there. I will never stop watch over you till the time you've no longer in my mind.

Nur: Wish that 'the one' will be doing good all the time. Hate to say but i really 'like' 'the one'.

Tentang Buku

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum buat semua pembaca..

Sejak kebelakangan ini aku kembali menjadikan hobi membaca sebagai rutin harian. Sejak hampir 2 bulan yang berlalu, beberapa bahan bacaan yang telah ku sentuh. Dan tentunya buku pelajaran sama sekali tidak boleh diabaikan. Jadual peperiksaan akhir semester sudah pun keluar. Sampai masa aku akan umumkan di sini. InsyaAllah.

Kembali ke topik asal tentang buku. Beberapa buku telah pun aku habiskan peringkat demi peringkat. Antara buku-bukunya adalah:

1. Nota Hati Seorang Lelaki (Pahrol Mohd. Juoi)

2. Diari Sufi (Siti Munazakiah)

 

3. Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah & Rasul (Fatimah Syarha)

4. Jaja & Din (Noor Suraya) 

 

5. Samudera Indah Nian (Mazni Darwisya)

Empat buah daripadanya merupakan milikku. Sebuah lagi ku pinjam dari teman sepersatuan. Kesimpulan dari buku-buku yang telah ku baca ini adalah, setiap kisah hidup manusia itu berbeza, tak semuanya indah dan gembira. Adakalanya jatuh tersungkur. Namun, satu yang harus diingati selalu, setiap kali jatuh bangunlah tanpa lelah dan janganlah mengalah. Perjalanan yang harus ditempuhi masih panjang. 

Nur: Masih ada beberapa buah lagi yang masih belum pernah disentuh hatta masih berbalut rapi dalam bungkusan.

Open Your Eyes

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Assalamualaikum to all readers..

Open Your Eyes

Maher Zain

Look around yourselves
Can't you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let's start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you're feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn't this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby's born
So helpless and weak
And you're watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we'll see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..
Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can't keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
الحمد الله
Alhamdulillah..

Ejen Tabloid ILuvIslam

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum buat kawan-kawan..

Kini, secara rasminya saya telahpun menjadi ejen tabloid ILuvIslam. Jadi, bagi kawan-kawan yang berminat untuk mendapatkan naskhah tabloid ini, bolehlah hubungi saya. Mari bersama kita tambah bahan bacaan kita. Bersama kita menjadikan amalan membaca budaya kita. Dari pembacaan seseorang itu mampu mencerminkan siapakah dirinya. Ayuh! Bersama kita memperkasakan budaya membaca kita.

Edisi 1 - Keluaran Januari

 Edisi 2 - Keluaran Februari

***Tiba-tiba aku terkenang suatu saat dulu di mana pernah bergelar Tokoh Nilam ketika di darjah 5 @ 6. Kurang tajam ingatan aku tentang ini.

Nur: 'Bacalah (wahai Muhammad) dengan nama Tuhanmu yang menciptakan (sekalian makhluk)'

A Moment To Remember

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum to all readers..

It's really hurts inside. The feeling that i can't explain how. That i can't say it out loud. I really hate this feeling. Please, let me understand what you want to say. I'm really couldn't understand what you are saying about. I don't want to say so. But you've force me to do so. Do I need to apologize about things that i never do? Do I have to say that 'I'm sorry' for the things that i don't even think to do? Please, don't force me to say the words that i hate the most when i never do such things. I wish that i won't say but i really mean that you're hurting me the way you force me more and more. Couldn't you understand what i want to say for a moment? You won't right?

A moment that I really don't want to remember anymore. A moment that you make me look like a 'fool' that even don't know what she is talking about. Am I the one that you can make fun with? Please, don't ever think that you can hurt me more after this. Never! Because i've already buried a moment that we had deep inside the sea. I've thrown it away. Far away. I never remember such things. Never! I will forget about you forever. Should i thank you about this? Should I? I won't have such think in my mind. Because you're the one that make behave this way. I wil forgive and forget you forever.

Nur: A Moment to Forget..Forever~ ~